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THE fag-end of the 1980s, when greed was good and more
was more, a young singer-songwriter called Tracy Chapman
stepped off the street corner in Boston where she busked
with her acoustic guitar and into the studio to record
her first album. Sitting in his sound booth, the producer
from the record company listened to her simple songs
and decided what they needed was a bit of gloss: a drum
machine here, some synthesizer there, maybe the odd
horn. "I couldnt hear myself when we were
recording and I couldnt hear myself when I played
it back," remembers Chapman. But nobody listened
to the softly spoken 24-year-old. After all, what did
she know? This was her first album.
They continued polishing
and shining tracks (including, rather ironically, anti-consumer
anthem Mountains of Things) for a week. The session
musicians thought it sounded great. The producer loved
it. Everyone was happy except the singer, who put down
her acoustic guitar one day and said that she was gong
to walk. "That seemed to make an impression on
them," says Chapman, with a wicked laugh, "so
they scrapped it and we started looking again. I was
lucky to find [producer] David Kershenbaum that second
time, to find someone who was willing to listen to me."
Over nine million
album sales later everyone was listening to the unassuming
woman with the spiky dreads Talkin Bout
a Revolution. For a generation of would-be radicals
force-fed Reaganomics and Phil Collins, her stripped-down,
politically conscious songs about poverty (Fast Car),
racial prejudice (Across the Lines) and domestic abuse
(Behind the Wall) were a welcome note of protest. For
Chapman they were the beginning of a rollercoaster year
which saw her picking up three Grammys and playing a
Nelson Mandela benefit gig at Wembley Stadium with the
likes of Sting, Bruce Springsteen and Peter Gabriel.
Wary of becoming
just another pop commodity, her reaction to this huge
success was to withdraw. On stage shed say little,
in interviews even less. When journalists asked her
questions shed stare at the floor and answer in
monosyllables. Any attempts to dig out the personal
from the political would be politely but firmly rebuffed.
When her second
album, Crossroads, was released a year later in 1989,
many felt they had found Chapmans response to
the soul-sucking demands of celebrity in the title track:
All you folks think
you own my life
But you never make any sacrifice
Demons they are on my trail
Im standing at the crossroads of hell
I look to the left, I look to the right
Theyre hands that grab me on every side
But when offered
this neat reading, Chapmans answer was characteristically
cautious: "Well, thats one way to interpret
it," she said. "I dont think there is
any such thing as a right interpretation and a wrong
interpretation of a song. A song is whatever it means
to the listener. But the truth is I wrote that song
before the first record so it wasnt a direct response
on my part to dealing with the record industry or anything
like that."
Eventually, as the
years went by, Chapman got what she wanted. She continued
to make music but the spotlight passed on. Today, shes
reluctantly stepped back into it to promote her latest
album, Let It Rain. After reading the cuttings I expect
the woman sitting on a sofa in jeans and a cord jacket
to be as open as a clam. In fact, shes the opposite.
Although a cross-Atlantic cold has left her feeling
tired and groggy, she laughs a lot between sips of virgin
hot-toddy, and talks freely. There are long pauses sometimes
as she turns over questions in her mind, but keep quiet
and youre rewarded with some unusually thoughtful
replies.
Looking back on
the monster success of her first album, for instance,
she says shes "grateful for the freedom and
opportunities" it provided, although she finds
it hard to remember exactly how it changed her life.
A recent overhaul of her San Francisco home unearthed
a pile of yellowing press cuttings, she says, which
jogged her memory a bit. "Not that much,"
she says, "but enough to see that the first record
really was a big deal. It sounds silly to say it now,
but when youre in it, its hard to have that
kind of perspective. So, looking back, I can see why
there was a little bit of pressure there. So many requests..."
When I ask her if
she was wary about these demands, she nods her long
sleek dreads and grins. But the 38-year-old wont
disown her intense young self, wont apologise
for the serious face she presented to the world. "I
am a serious person and Ive written songs about
a lot of serious issues," she says, slowly feeling
her way along. "Maybe I was more sensitive to that
when I was young because many young people arent
taken seriously. Very likely I came across that way
because I was trying to assert myself
"
While the folky
melodies of that eponymous debut may have ended up being
the soundtrack to a million dinner parties, Chapmans
uncompromising lyrics were rooted in first-hand experience.
Brought up by a single mother in depressed, post-industrial
Cleveland, Chapman remembers tension and race riots.
"Compulsory desegregation meant that children were
bused across town to schools in different districts.
People would throw rocks at the buses. It was a very
volatile and hostile environment in which to go to school."
And 1970s Cleveland
was an economically difficult place, "not only
for my family - my mother raised my sister and me on
her own after my parents divorce - but also because
all the factories closed down and the manufacturing
jobs that had been essential to the local economy disappeared.
It was a very bleak place." Its been cleaned
up now, she says, but back then the river was so polluted
with chemicals that it used to catch fire.
With all this going
on around her, Tracy grew up fast. "I wasnt
particularly sheltered," she says. "I worried
a lot because I knew about everything. I knew that times
were hard, and I knew there were unsafe places. My sister
and I had a lot of responsibility when we were really
young." While their mother went out to work, the
girls had to make their own way to and from school with
latchkeys around their necks.
But before all that
came the music. "I dont know if I even made
a choice about it," she says. "My mother sang,
my sister sang. It was something that surrounded me."
Her mother liked gospel, her dad was into jazz . When
they were still together, her parents loved listening
to lots of RnB - Aretha Franklin, Al Green
and The Temptations. And when her sister began playing
records on the home stereo, Bruce Springsteen, Barbra
Streisand and Cher started floating up through the ceiling
and into Tracys bedroom too.
Singing "as
soon as I could talk", Tracy began picking up instruments
(ukulele, organ, clarinet) "really early".
She also developed a passion for literature. At first
shed dissect her mothers collection of medical
textbooks, poring over their lurid diagrams, imagining
herself dying of every disease. Then she "moved
into" the public library across the street and
discovered Maya Angelou, James Baldwin, Kurt Vonnegut,
and Ursula LeGwynn. She began writing poetry and short
stories. "Reading has had more influence on my
songwriting than the songwriting of other people, if
you see what I mean."
By the age of eight,
Tracy had taught herself the guitar and was writing
songs. By high school, her lyrics were reflecting the
social and political landscape around her. Giving up
her weekend job mowing lawns, she began to play in coffee
shops and on street corners. She remembers, with some
amusement, being "the entertainment" at a
school parent-teacher association dinner. "Now
I think about it, its kind of funny. I know I
played Talkin Bout a Revolution. No one
really listened. It just shows - people dont listen
to kids
"
No wonder, then,
that when fame came, seven years later, she was ready
to be taken seriously. "When I had my photo taken
for the album cover, people at the record company told
me what kind of clothes to bring, but I just said, Ill
bring what I have. They said, Well, you
might want to bring some leggings. I was like,
I dont wear leggings!"
In retrospect it
seems an inexorable progress towards that studio, but
Chapman may never have got there, she says, were it
not for a scholarship programme. Growing up, she worried
what would happen to her when she left school. Although
her mother always told the girls she wanted them to
go to college, "There was no visible means of making
that plan a reality." Winning a place at a boarding
school in Connecticut was "one of the brightest
moments" of her childhood. But then her mother
said she couldnt go. She was too young. It was
too far away. She and the teachers worked on her, says
Chapman, but there was one incident that finally convinced
her.
Walking home from
school one day, a group of white kids passed Tracy and
her friends. "They shouted racial slurs at me.
I responded to them and they got really pissed off.
They turned around and started beating me up. One guy
in particular. It was snowing and he knocked my books
to the ground. Anyway, eventually we broke apart and
he reached into his boot and pulled out a gun. He told
me to run otherwise he was going to shoot me. I dont
know why he didnt. My friends had taken off by
this time. There were people watching from their windows
but they didnt do anything either..."
When she went home
and told her mother what had happened she got her ticket
to Connecticut. There was no money to visit the school
first, so when she left home at the age of 15, all she
had were some photos of it. It was the first time she
had been on a plane. "It was exciting and terrifying
all at the same time. I didnt know anyone, but
it turned out to be one of the most important things
that ever happened to me. It changed so many things
You
never know, of course, you cant go back, but it
was one of those defining moments. It saved me from
the chaos that was in my life."
From boarding school,
Tracy went to university in Boston where she abandoned
her childhood dream of being a vet to study anthropology.
While there, her musical talent began to attract the
attention of fellow students. One classmate recommended
her to his father, Charles Koppelman, then president
of SBK music publishing. And it was he who later introduced
her to David Kershenbaum, producer of that first album
for Elektra.
Chapman has struggled
to be heard, to get others to listen to what she wants
to say in the way that she wants to say it, so shes
not in the habit of asking for opinions. But one person
she does trust is her older sister, Aneta. "She
has always been very supportive and encouraging. Shed
listen to everything, no matter how bad it was,"
she giggles, "and shed always give me an
honest opinion. Even now Ill play new songs for
her. I dont play new songs for many people before
I enter the studio, but I still like her to listen and
critique."
A few years ago,
she got in touch with the father who walked out when
she was four and discovered where some of her songwriting
abilities may have come from. "Im not really
in touch with him," she murmurs looking as though
she wished shed never brought it up, "but
I saw him for a brief moment and, um, he recited some
poetry hed written."
In 1989, the year
after graduation and international success, Chapman
moved from Boston to "more integrated" San
Francisco where she still lives with a pair of grumpy
old dachshunds, and a new "mutt" rescued from
the road. In the past shed record in Los Angeles,
but Let It Rain, her new album, was made in a studio
at home. Sung in Chapmans familiar smoky contralto,
its another collection of spare acoustic arrangements,
but this time theres less raw idealism, more spirituality.
Its mellowness seems
to reflect Chapmans own mood. "Im pretty
happy with the balance of things right now," she
agrees. "I feel like Ive got a better handle
on how to navigate it all, how to maintain a sense of
perspective, and a sense of humour." Still, you
suspect that right now shed rather be camping
in Yosemite with friends, or walking along the beach.
For Chapman making music remains about being heard but
not seen.
Let It Rain is released
next Monday.
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